I think I am finally getting into the Christmas spirit! Our holiday party for work is tonight so that is exciting! To watch all the plans come together is the most fun! I hope the band is good and I think everyone is going to like the door prizes.
Over the past month, I have been struggling with alot of emotions and I think over the past few days I have just been able to let go and let God take care of it. I can't keep wondering about why my brother made the choices he did. He just did. I can't change the course of events now and it would have been doubtful that I could have if I had lived closer to them. I just have to have faith that he is in a better place and the Lord has healed his wounds and made him whole again.
I am going to start baking some cookies today and tomorrow and go shopping for those last minute decorations. Speaking of last minute. This year my shopping is completely last minute. I have bought 3 gifts, of those three gifts 1 of them I still need to have pictures taken for, devolped and put in. LOL needless to say, I am so far behind. Oh well, It will all come together I am sure! Right now, I need to go eat some lunch, jump on the Wii Fit for a half hour (the best invention ever!) and then get in the shower and get baking and then get ready for tonight. I hope that I have some good pictures for everyone tomorrow!
Although, it doesn't change your feelings, you are right. You cannot change the choices your brother made. He would not want you to mourn the consequences of his choices.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the cookie making and the shopping and have fun tonight!!